I want to hear a snatch
of all the songs ever sung.
The gong of all the bells ever rung.
I want to see, smell, taste
the flowing rains
that have spattered
on the canvas tops of wagons
and the oaken decks of rolling ships.
Please give me but a while longer
before we lay our last.
Monthly Archives: April 2020
The rain in Spain
Why’d I dream of Skinnygirl?
She was hardened,
with wise eyes and a smile for sale.
In our yappy group,
standing in the drizzle,
we fussed and discussed,
looking to trust.
But she stood out,
most quiet and calm.
Our magic Ellie.
Her pounds were 98.6
Our linchpin,
our Skinnygirl.
Follow the moon
What sieve
can distill a dream?
A thing of moment
intimated,
but confounded
by dictionary devils.
Enticing in its grey distance,
alluring in its apple wholeness,
it follows like a moon.
One wakes
to the knives of morning,
mourning the loss of the thing.
Struck dumb,
as it were, in regret.
The root of a problem
It’s a bitter little thing.
As I bid it adieu
and sent it on its way,
it spun a smoky path,
bloodying the bystanders.
Finding no hosts,
and diminished in the seeking,
on it travelled,
parasitic in its contagion.
Shortcuts
Make cuts carefully,
in concealable places,
so as not to be known
as an attention whore.
Bundled in fives,
as at Shawshank.
You and I know that it’s better
than a serious spanking.
That it’s our punishment,
our atonement,
for speaking with the Devil.
Time for sleep
I cry inside.
I see the sky
in robin’s egg blue.
Things of old
have turned to gold,
unglittering.
An alchemy,
an accretion,
to life’s masterpiece.
I fear I’m being asked
to sign my name.
There are nodding heads,
prayerful hands.
But, layered sheets of sleep
settle upon me.
Soon.
Hurry hard
Each of us wanted safety.
Father, from trouble’s horde.
Mother, from father.
We chickens, from the storm.
All of us were running,
and love was hard pressed to keep up.
Adolescence held confusion, guilt,
and strange desire.
I looked for yellow bricks,
on the cusp of a fireworks life.
Tree
A Dream of Life by Karen Kleis, flickr
He took your lives, Colette and Barbara from Iowa, a place smelling of milkfat and hay, where your Mama was looking for you, and he buried you in a shallow grave in Port St. Lucie. Nightly a priest performs an exorcism of the Devil Tree where your souls haunt Florida.
If not today, then when?
Mister Macho,
I’m not after your attention,
nor will I give you mine.
Don’t mistake me for a doormat.
I know about theatrics,
and I have a long fuse.
Attack my kin or my friend,
and I will call you out.
It’s not bravado.
Just old age that doesn’t care no more.
Throw that punch.
You’ll likely kill me.
There are worse ways to go.
A winter’s vision
The girl had rosy-appled cheekbones, soul-grown by those blossoming blue eyes. As she looked up at the streetlit snow, she shone amid the crowd of parade watchers. The slight smile of her small mouth made me feel as if it were mine to see, and mine alone, this time.
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