On Words, Music , and Visual Art

I was a strange kid in some ways.

Before I even started serious reading, I was taking the subway to Downtown Toronto, alone, just to see the pure fascination of the art galleries.  I rummaged through a tiny store called Cine Books and brought home funky posters of movies, rockstars, and the like, to paper my walls with.

The movies were my second love, and I would take any amount of buses and subways to get there.  Once I had seen Ben-Hur, I was hooked.  As for 2001: A space odyssey, I went by bicycle thirteen times.  Barbarella also had many repeated viewings because I thought Jane Fonda was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen.

In those days, the big theatres had only one screen, were sometimes beautifully appointed, and, if the movie was a hit, it would play for up to a year or more.  No videotapes, no DVDs, no internet.  A good movie was a real Event.

When Elvis, then the Beatles came out, I was in my own nirvana.  The music was etched in my soul, and still remains.

After seeing and hearing all of these aspects of Art, it seems that the ones that made the most lasting impression were coincidental with my state of mind at the time I was exposed to them.  In my teens,  (1960’s),  the times were awash with new art, film, and music.  I sought it eagerly, and it filled seemingly vast spaces in my psyche.

With the approach of my 20’s, I began to read longer and more serious works than the pulp novels, beginning with masterpieces from Tolkien, Herbert (Dune), Clarke, Asimov, Bradbury.

In latter days, I have started examining classic literature from Dickens, Dostoevsky, Tolstoy, the Bronte sisters, Hemingway and Steinbeck, to name a few.

But the ones I always return to, anticipating a slow reread, were first introduced to me during a serene period of my life, and I had a pleasant association with them.  The same applies to the music of my times.  Fifty years after their breakup, the songs of The Beatles still blow me away.

I still, at my age, get fresh enjoyment from new music, films, and art, but , strangely, I can remember a painting I saw in an art gallery 50 years ago.

Long live the Artists!

I now pronounce you Man and Wife

they are coming home from a long trip.  It’s evening, and a snowstorm has started.  Husband is driving, white knuckles on the steering wheel.

[WIFE] Hey, look at that house with all the Christmas lights!  You missed it!  Let’s turn around!

[HUSBAND] ___________

[WIFE]  You’re going too fast.  How do you expect me to see things like that?

[HUSBAND]  I’m going 30.

[WIFE]  Oh, this is my favourite song.  Turn it up!

[HUSBAND]  Turn it off, please.  I’m trying to concentrate.

[WIFE]  You’re such a killjoy.


They’re going grocery shopping.

[HUSBAND]  Do you have a quarter to get a shopping cart?

[WIFE]  No, but here’s two dimes and a nickel.

[HUSBAND]  What good is tha____

[WIFE]  Give it to the cashier and she’ll give you a quarter.  Meet you in there.

[HUSBAND]  There’s fifteen goddamn people lined up.

[WIFE]  Suck it up.

(Husband gets lucky.  Someone gives him their empty cart)

[WIFE]  Geez, that was quick.

[HUSBAND]  (rolls eyes)

[WIFE]  Hop in, and I’ll push you around.  (approximately the 573rd time she has said this

[HUSBAND]  (Rolls eyes)

[WIFE]  Anything you want, besides what’s on my list?

[HUSBAND]  I don’t know.  What’s on your list?

[WIFE]  I forgot it.

[HUSBAND]  Oh, I need some cream for my coffee.

[WIFE]  We have lots at home.  I bought extra.

[HUSBAND]  Are you sure?

[WIFE]  Yes, I told you.

[HUSBAND]  Well okay, could we get some grapefruits?

[WIFE]  How much are they?   …..That’s too much.  I can get them cheaper elsewhere.

[HUSBAND]  I think I’m running low on coffee, too.

[WIFE]  You know, you’re drinking too much coffee.  It’s no good for you.

[HUSBAND]  I know.  Buy some coffee, dammit.

[CASHIER]  Would you like bags, Ma’am?

[WIFE]  No thanks, I brought my own.  Oh, wait a minute.  No I didn’t, but I am not going to pay a nickel a bag.

[HUSBAND]  I’ll get a box.

[WIFE] (to cashier)  Oh, by the way, I have coupons for almost everything.

[HUSBAND]  People behind you are getting pissed off.

[WIFE]  Well, they can wait.

There are no boxes.  They load everything into the trunk of the car, one item at a time.
Wife wants to take the cart back through the snow, to get the quarter that’s stuck in it.

They get home.  There is no cream.  And they never do get grapefruits.


AT CHRISTMAS TIME (same scene for the last ten years)

[HUSBAND]  What do you want for Christmas?

[WIFE]  Nothing.  And don’t buy me another blender.

[HUSBAND]  What about the kids?

[WIFE]  I’ve done all the shopping.  Don’t you remember?  Did it in August.

[HUSBAND]  Well, I guess I’ll go out on Christmas Eve to do mine.

[WIFE]  What do you mean?  I told you it’s all done.

[HUSBAND]  We have this same discussion every year.   I like to do a little shopping of my own.

[WIFE]  So everything I buy is from me and you, and everything you buy is just from you?

[HUSBAND]  Can I at least underline my name?

[WIFE]  (rolls eyes)

(Husband racks his brains over what to buy for her.  Finds a picture of her Mom & Dad who passed away the previous year.  Takes it to a jeweler and has it put into a locket.  Wife cries)


(VACATION TIME)

[HUSBAND]  So, you have 6 weeks of vacation.  Where you wanna go?

[WIFE]  Oh, we’re only going to take one week.

[HUSBAND]  ??

[WIFE]  We only need a week, and I can bank the rest of the money.

[HUSBAND]  Well, where you wanna go?

[WIFE]  Let’s see…..da da….da da…da dah.   (about 1,000 miles of driving)

[HUSBAND]  Are you kidding?

[WIFE]  Nope.  We’re already packed.  Did it in August.

Questioning the Moon

The questions beg an answer….why not ask the Moon? At least she is constant. A bit of reverie from Carol Hopkins

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MOON resized

Peeking through the cloud cover

Witnessing life on earth

Earth’s faithful companion

Orbiting through space

Were you there, Sister Moon

When life first formed?

Did you watch as the first creature

Crawled slowly from the sea?

In your ever-lasting cycle,

in your orbit around our world

Did you witness the dinosaurs

As they prowled the hills and plains?

Did your winking face gaze down upon

The planet and can you tell us why

All life on earth was wiped out

As cold air masses froze the land?

Oh, ancient wonder in the sky

What drama have you witnessed

What stories could you tell

Of all the changes

On this, our blue-green planet

That you follow faithfully

Sister Moon, do tell us

Advise us if you can

On how to save the planet

This jewel of blue and green

That humans have made obscene

Garbage in our oceans

Choking off all…

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Enigma

Eye am leafing this note in what eye think is yur aynshunt tung calt Inglush in this singular space / time adres.  It will be fownd by another of our travelars who is looking for the code contaynd here in and so we will connect and mesh our reports.

No one but she will under / stand it in full and if you are a reading human you wil think it is a storey for your lafter.

We have no NOW any mor because we fownd by chans a way to see and be and feal all of the places and times in creeayshun limited only by our imagines and what kwestshuns
we would ask of GOD.

Our small group made this discover near the end times of earth and eye think we ware ment to know it.  We ware dron into it like the thing you call a SINGULARITY.

Eye mayk this trans mishun from a time before you existed and from a place much beyond your stars.  Have seen the sferes you call Jupiter and Saturn and they would draw your very soul to them.

Now we are jumping the voids and are seeking a home.  Eye have scene your paintings and other cymbals.  We look much difrent from you.  Our small group of explorers hope to meet others who know what we know.  In yur tung we are calt ENIGMA because that is what the egg of the UNIVERSE is still to us.

May you come to our GOD at the last, and pleez know we soon start a new home.

piktur kredit to:    https://www.discogs.com/Enigma-Return-To-Innocence/release/299552

the weight

i loved your stretch marks
just above the crease of your thigh meets belly
pastel beige on tan
soft supple skin

i nibbled your earlobes
delighting in sucking air
through your empty piercings
you laughed and told me to stop
though it was always the first thing i did

you smiled and picked the strawberries off my back
put your popsicle toes between my nicely warm knees
woke me gently, but insistently, at 3 a.m.

that was then

something, now, I do not know
unfulfilled
we’re no good anymore
each for each

if i am not what you want
then leave me now
let me not shrivel you
it’s such a waste

i will miss you some

i dream of some soul that wants me
i am tired unto death
of living the life of your disapproval
if, every day, i am not enough,
why do you cling
and what do you think will happen
if you stay?

A bad day

I’m a blue man he says to me,
speaking to the ceiling.
I pull my chair closer to his bed,
cupping his cold hand.
His swollen face lolls in my direction,
eyes like a slot machine.
I’m locked in the freezer. Get the keys!
I hang my head, squeezing his hand harder.
Why don’t you answer?
God damn (I think). God damn. Please.
Here. Are you cold? Let me get another blanket.
(I hear a noise from the hall. A cart clatters by. A door slams.)
Bang, bang, bang. Three distinct bangs.
Are you warmer now?
(The slots have stopped on Two Spades)
Ah haaaa. Ah haaaa.
Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ. Let him go soon.
When it’s my time, let it be a heart attack.

Sensitivity

Light, bright white,

Radiates into the mirror of the eye.

Sound, in myriad, pummels the drum of the ear.

(Tautly, as a balloon skin stretched)

Whorls in the fingerskin

Brush blue velvet, blade of grass, jagged glass, ember’s ash.

The airs molecular, drawn in so vitally,

Invade memory, codifying the now and the forever.

Messengers of essence.

The tongue, tasting first of milk,

Ravens ever after for all in the Earth.

Alive.

Alive, Oh!