a white roof on a green barn
passed so quickly, and too soon
leaves, in afterimage, universes of regret
a white roof on a green barn
passed so quickly, and too soon
leaves, in afterimage, universes of regret
people are speaking to me,
thinly and echo-like.
I watch from above, my love.
(or across, down, sooner, later)
“do you want another pillow?”
“I don’t think he can hear you, Karen.”
“blink once for yes, twice for no.”
I have trouble working those old fleshy levers.
such meat.
they say come back, they say don’t leave.
I see contorted faces.
but, really, they shouldn’t worry.
I say don’t worry, but can’t spell it in winks.
I am the explorer, now.
Of a different plane.
We’ll meet again
don’t know where
don’t know when
but I know we’ll meet again
some sunny day.
I dream of scissorhands.
In this dream, I wake.
I see shredded bedsheets.
Flying feathers.
Bulging batting from my mattress.
My wife stands by the bedside,
saucer-eyed and staring.
These new prosthetics…
She points to the front yard in black night.
Go and trim the shrubbery she says.
I go out, clanking in dangling pajamas.
I know the one she means…
It’s a twenty footer, my pride and joy.
I grew it from seed, I think.
How old am I ?
But it is unruly.
Top heavy, jutting this way and that, like a bad haircut.
I set to work with my digital glittering knives.
(Always liked the sound of scissors, close by the ear,
warm barber’s hands)
I snip and slice and nip, so nice.
What will we see, in the lights of day?
We wonders, yes we wonders.
After all, you’re keeping me in the dark.
My nickname’s Pygmalion
From those in the know
My interest in women
I never do show
To those I confide in
And have some affection
I am but a man
Who is seeking perfection
I pay no attention
Rejecting them all
For my birthday I got
An inflatable doll
But I’ve got a secret
That I’ll never mention
The woman I dream of
Will come from invention
I sweat and I tinker
Upstairs in the attic
Her form, it will soon be alive,
Automatic.
All silicone circuits
Endowed with a soul
Her life will have purpose
And mine will be whole
It awaits but a visit
From a Deity high
To give her emotions
And let her reply
To questions exquisite
Already have I
Composed with devotion
And love in my eyes
But, if wishes were horses
And Santa were real
My lover would speak things
I only could feel
Wish on a star
That I may and I might
See her movements so graceful
And regal, tonight
My nickname’s Pygmalion
They think I’m Australian
But they’ll never know that I’m really
The Alien.
..we live in a basement now…
some say eww, you live in the cellar?
that’s something I did when I was a teenager.
a second class citizen.
how can you stand someone living above you?
what do you do if there’s a fire up there?
you’re gonna freeze in the winter.
well….
we have birches and maples and pines that suffice.
we have seven big windows, all covered in ice.
we have babbits and birdies and chipmunks and mice,
and the latter ones think that our pantry is nice.
a fire in the corner to warm up our toes.
a sliding glass door to a garden of rose.
a barbeque smoky, so nice to the nose,
and the sky through the branches of wintery prose.
and the one that we share it with lives up the stairs.
she booms and she clatters and does what she dares.
has two skinny cats that we think are her heirs,
and their vocal renditions? well, nothing compares.
but the aerial noises we hear from above
don’t bother us greatly, ‘cuz we’re thinking of
a family that’s knit (sometimes fits like a glove)
and the missus upstairs, she is someone we love.
Very Nice. Very nice.
And there was the Moon,
like a bilious balloon.
She was sheeted in linens
of heavenly loom.
This ghostly attendant of summer entombed.
This spirit ascendant,
This prophet of doom.
Oh, Enceladus!
Ocean moon enrobed in ice.
Eccentric orbiter of a God.
Your showering geysers
an accretion to Great Saturn’s gravelly rings.
Herschel spied you from out the blue.
Cassini caught you unawares and showed you forth.
In flights, our curious fingers find life’s beginnings
in your nineteen mile deeps.
You hold, I fancy, surprising secrets,
complacently waiting.
But never comes the day, my love.
Never comes the day.
pistol whipped cheekbone
a bludgeon of eye
a smash to the jaw
(pops loose, hinged like the tin man)
bloodied teeth lacerate swollen lips
lolling then
pinpoints of consciousness
itch and twitch delivered as knockout
reflexive scratch with fractured fingers
drop to knees and pray
Is this all?
Is this enough?
In this year of China’s moon,
there ends a life too soon.
On the cliff’s outcropping I stand,
not yet daring the mile-down view.
I wait for the scene seekers to disperse,
then pin this sorry note to the grappling tree.
You see,
I cannot shake them.
Like brain bees they buzz.
Dark stories they tell, without end.
All help seemed too busy with life.
Now, I will walk backwards,
fixing on the air’s horizon,
leaving no room for second thought.
I will count the paces.
Ten, twenty, thirty.
I will wait for the surge of crazy strength.
I will run, arms wheeling,
and be gone.
Good person,
I hope to make the river,
winding in the sun’s silver,
to spare you the sight’s abomination:
my pile of jellied bones,
entrails of pastel,
abalone membranes.
If the punctured eyes contrive a stare,
it is not accusatory-
only a mirror
of a hell that slowly did go by.
The pines of Dor-Lomin
The Baron Harkonnen
Lothlorien’s swan ship of gold
The shining Silmaril
A ride on a barrel
The sandworms of Dune to behold
The hero Estraven
And Poe’s eerie raven
The treasures of Smaug were untold
When Brandin was scolded
Isolla exploded
And they stood ’til her body was cold
Saruman’s tower
And Sauron’s great power
And Bombadil, oldest of old
The Nephredil flower
The hobbits’ great hour
And the soul that poor Sméagol had sold
The Eloi and Morlocks
The wizards and warlocks
Fair Luthien, Beren the Bold
And Moria’s door
And the Priest-Kings of Gor
And the stories that Tolkien told
Feanor’s Folly
The catapults’ volley
The Fellowship’s climb in the cold
And Yoda’s finale
The Jedis’ last rally
(This story is yet to be told)