Collarbone’s valley.
Shoulder of diffidence.
The swish of those pleats.
Hose with taupe toes.
Ill-fitting pumps.
The lure of suggested innocence,
with the surety of hidden wiles,
for miles and miles and miles.
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Cunning, no less
whiskers are self-aware
we think
they train themselves
and have a care
and so avoid the sink
the sharpest razor
surest hand
might catch them in the pink
but the smarty ones
just bend, don’t stand
and miss the poet’s ink.
Rhyme and reason
When waking life is webbed with dream,
and what is real don’t matter,
and conversations only seem
unnecessary chatter,
a poet’s heart’s engendering
a majesty of wonders
and thinks upon its rendering
in brightnesses and thunders.
Its rhythm, rhyme, and metering
are things that are concerning,
but when its meaning’s teetering-
that’s when we think of burning.
So take an oath, a poet’s toast
to write your best of pages-
like lost Lenore and Raven’s ghost,
your story for the ages.
Memento
When they went to clean out the dead man’s room, one could see their noses wrinkle from the smell of his cigar years. There was sweeping and wall washing to be done, but the first thing was to get that stuck window open. Brother John was dispatched to the hardware for a crowbar. Their old man had really been a slob. Floors, furniture, and nearly all other surfaces were rimed over with a thin coating of smoke-embedded grease, and the tile floor was cracked and puckered.
A fold-up easel leaned against the wall by a closet door, and a battered metal case stood beside it. Since his retirement at age 60, Henry and his loosely-knit family had fallen away from one another. When it became clear that all he wanted to do was smoke and paint, mother had cut her losses and ran. Henry took this dim little room above a second-hand store. He had enough money to provide each of them with a meagre living and to buy himself unhealthy food and have it brought to him.
And he painted. Once a month, in summers, he would slide some of his canvasses into the back of his Ford pickup, and set up shop in the pothole parking lot of a small plaza. His stuff was different, oddly pleasing, and a cut above what you would find at Woolworth’s or Kresge’s. John and Sheila had seen his work, and thought it strange but mediocre.
This night, as they aired the place out and began scrubbing, Henry’s landlord came to the door to see how things were progressing. Sheila asked him if he knew of a key that their father might have kept for the lock on his closet door. “No, and that will need fixing too, once you get it off. And no, I don’t have no bolt cutters.” John nodded, and made another trip to the hardware store.
The deed was done, and the door creaked open with a musty smell. Dad’s old football jacket, a beanie, some mitts, and a pair of snow boots. A half dozen shirts that looked as if each might have been devoted to a day of the week, and one worn twice on weekends. And, on the floor in the darkest corner, some rectangular bundles wrapped in towels and tied with twine.
The two kids, having no tools of their own, used the bolt cutters on the heavy string. When they unfolded the towels, they found Henry’s treasures. Three paintings as real as photographs. The first depicted a man’s shirted shoulder, and his hairy arm with a rolled up sleeve. A leather belt dangled from his fist. In the background was a blurred shadow. A small figure cowering on the floor with its hands protecting its head. The second, in stark relief, was of the man’s fist, held up in a threatening manner. A gold signet ring leered back at the viewer. John and Sheila knew that ring.
The last was a portrait of a boy, barely into his teens. His bruised face and contorted mouth told all that was needed. The boy was Henry. Besides his cuts and bruises, he had one other thing to remember his father by.
***
Photo by Brett Hurd.
Muffled rumors
and, why did you cry
when you saw that cute little girl
in the TV commercial?
She was laughing and happy,
but you cried.
In these bumbling years of ours,
never would you talk about being a kid.
But someone who knew
told, in a monotone,
about closets
locked from the inside,
and fist-sized holes in the walls.
The slow burn
i am one with hands
hang they like meats today
grab one that’s numb
work it up and down
hold it by the thumb
gelatinous with bones
the slow burning of hope
has reached there at last
but its heat doesn’t warm
at all
the rapist
I’m seeing someone.
She knows a lot about me,
more than I know myself.
I’m finding out how hard it is
to give honesty, such a lonely word.
It really does wring your tears out.
But there are more where those came from
in these scenes of absolution, validation, and condemnation.
Bohemian ballerina
She had a mouth like Groot.
(carry on, I said to myself)
Red catfish lips and smeared makeup.
(was she 60? 70?)
Rouged cheekbones,
bright bohemian garb,
and ballerina slippers.
A standout on the Walmart mile.
And her drunkard’s walk?
An impromptu dance to make me smile.
Inside
Someone I knew was afraid of apes,
orangutans, monkeys, gorillas,
even on the TV.
Someone else ran from snakes, bees, cats
and I thought myself brave for not flinching.
But my worst fear squirms like a toad,
breathing a giggle that none can hear.
Nemesis
If you found me this evening time (for such it is), you would know things that have been out of your sight. The way that I put on my skin and my bones. How my legs bend after dark. What I do with the possibility of fingers. How my movements compare to yours, since I have learned the body.
In this world, there is one who is Nemesis to me. Her native name is known to none here. To the few with whom she has spoken, she is Sarah. Always, she is young, and speaks with a soothing silken tone. Know that she is false, though she appears handsome and trustworthy. Soon, she will reveal herself as an emissary from a benevolent civilization whose great concern is the well-being and survival of this world.
Believe it not, for I and my fellows will show, by our true actions, that we are the ones to whom you should look. The Sarah-body shall be found and rendered inoperable. Its pilot may flee or, at the least, face the rehabilitation of another that is suitable. We will be tireless in our pursuit.
