In 3 pieces

Disks of tarnished silver made their advent over the bay, trailing their tatters of cloud remnants. And I believed. Oh, I believed. What has come?

I believe that I will rise the next morning. A fifth part of me will study the textbook of motion, be credulous of the day’s tumbling numerals. The dots on the dice of chance.

No ripping fireworks spitting light.
No carnal carrion to evidence a fight.

Poets starving, children bleed.
All for what?
An assassin’s creed?

Blackface

When I woke up
this morning
I laid there for a bit
Idly went to scratch my nose
then nearly had a fit

Someone else’s hand was there,
with skin of ebon brown
I ran my fingers through my hair
It felt like eiderdown

I went to find the looking glass
to see what face was there
Expecting not the veritas
that I was meant to bear.

This darkened face
this different nose
this cauliflower ear
that now replaced
my beigey rose
and filled me up with fear

How could I go out like this
and look over my shoulder
Walk in fear and maybe miss
the chance of growing older?

Familiars

I have clown eyes,
drawn and bagged by time.
Cauliflower ears
tuned to a natural E.
Chittering teeth,
made sharp by erosion,
fit to snag the tongue in the cheek.
A coconut carapace
to hold my hat
and support these sliding spectacles.
And the slow regard of a timeworn tortoise.