In a moment of daring energy, I took a rare selfie. Hi, everyone!

In a moment of daring energy, I took a rare selfie. Hi, everyone!

Sack of a face. All dragged down by gravity and surrendered muscles. It’s supposed to take more of them to frown than to smile, but nature disagrees. And what’s he doin’ now, that old Aqualung? Shufflin’ along the sidewalk. Dangerous as a stage player. There, he’s found the metal grate, the rising heat curtain. Marilyn Monroe ain’t around today. Takes off his cracked vinyl mitts, sets ’em on the steel, then, by God, his shoes too! Turns ’em upside down for the free warming. He has a small buckle-down suitcase that has kids’ cartoons on it. This is his seat while he warms his feet. It’s funny, you know. He’s at his ease, if you please, as he parts the stream of the flowing crowd. Made his peace, knows his destiny. Has already had his talk. The disdain is theirs. Maybe they see. Some of them stop for our Joe, and they know where to put the coins on him. One woman told him she was coming today with new mitts. If he can stand here long enough, he can store up the warmth for a while. Just yesterday, Joe got told to move on, because he made a mistake. He’d let his bitterness get the best of him, and had jumped out randomly at passers-by, scaring them. Never would hurt anyone, not really. But it’s hard. And now, there she comes. The lady with the red scarf. She waves and smiles, gives him a purple velvet bag with a drawstring top. “Your mitts, Joe”. She smiles and pats his shoulder, then walks on. Joe had nodded and hung his head. He sat a while longer before he opened the bag with cracked fingers. There were his new insulated mittens, and some other things. Some other things. He closed it quickly, put it inside his coat, and hugged himself tightly.
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Never show your face again.
At least
not the one faux filtered,
caked with hiding,
faked and chiding,
undeciding.
Resting bitch I want.
A tooth or two
showing what might bite.
A premature goodnight.
A masochist’s delight.
Wish I may,
wish I might
coax from you a smile of bright.
Let me crack corn,
cozy up to the keys.
A fine morning’s coffee
turned to 6 o’clock’s wine.
A myth to be born
that nobody sees
Some saltwater toffee,
and mauve in the mind.
Just beyond piled-up banks
of dirty snow,
stick trees, made of disease,
voice their last testaments,
mournful and forlorn.
And so we walk,
pushing shins and shoes forward,
keeping music’s company.
And we carry that weight.
We’re going to carry that weight
a long time.
There’s a face
peeks out from a parka
Snow day
Crossing street
Side glance, sees me, smiles shyly
Then
Head down,
Mukluk trudge
I wonder to where,
and assign a word
Angelic.
I’ve seen how the animals trust you.
Like a shepherd with her flock.
Their spirits are simple and pure,
and they know you are gentle, firm, and never nervous.
They take their pleasure from your understanding,
and from your acceptance of their gifts.
And me?
I am for home now.
Be it rolling green,
white water falls,
carbon jungle,
tenement of tin,
or house of hallways
stolid and immovable,
this, your yard of Earth,
held a story.
Some would keep theirs and laugh.
Others would trade theirs for life.
And the poor in spirit, for death
metaphor
simile
synonym
what is best
when the thing wells up
inside of you
and breath wants to be shallow
and heart feels to burst
laying down’s no cure
just be here
be here now
mine friend
mine friend
and be held
Skull and muscle
Searching eye
Operate these bones
Live in the godly force of spin
Walk to a purpose
All held together
by might
Night is certain
Bright day is not granted
One watches the great story.